Fellow Christians i need help...?

that was the past. i myself am a Christian, and i am disgusted by what they've done to people back then. humans make mistakes, as you know already. but God doesn't. God was definitely unhappy with what the Christians back then have done. What im trying to say is, our God is different than most Christians. we try to be as Christ-like as possible, thats what we aim for, but most of the time we miss. Our God, Jesus, is loving and kind and He will never forsake you or your people. There is a reason to disagree with the Christians back then on what they did to you and your people, but there's no reason to disagree with the kindest, most loving God.